Darkness of the Heart

Saturday, June 8, 2002

Uh.... right... XD I'm a sick bastard

@ 01:12 a.m.
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Saturday, May 18, 2002

Hideiki is a perverted virgin, and chii is damn too cute!! Minoru, cute as always, more to kakkoi-ish cute XD

Hmmm a cliffy in ep.7 >_< gahhh i want to know what happennnnnn, the bakcground music is cool definityly must have the OST (don't like the cd single that much, anyone want to buy it from me? ^________^)

@ 06:31 p.m.
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Saturday, May 18, 2002

*Watch Chobits 5* kyaahhhhhh chii kawaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, now i wish to have a persocon, maybe a subaru XD~~~~~

Watching this ep. i kept wondering and having a deja vu, Chobits has sooo much in common with SE Lain

@ 04:33 p.m.
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Thursday, May 16, 2002

Last day of final exam, weeeeeee *dance happily* after this class, 'm goin' to sleep for two days XD. mmm on second thought, if i have time today, maybe 'm goin' to rent some movies hehehehehe

God, i need to change the layoutouts for my website and weblog

@ 03:49 p.m.
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Monday, April 29, 2002

Ken-chan daijobu ka? I hope you're okay soon ne

Astri: THANKS A LOT for the Garnet Crow, yea i think I'm going to send some money to you, eh but have to think how first. There's some things I want to search but can't find it in online store =P

@ 11:38 a.m.
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Sunday, April 28, 2002

*Ind mode*

*yawn* akhir2ini ngantuk banget -_-

np: Hero - OST Spiderman

Keluarga ku nggak dateng kok summer ini Nee-chan, cuma bokap soalnya sekalian ada kerjaan, mumpung dateng lah ya daku nitip lah, ada apa lagi yah, ehhhhh komik apa yang baru ^O^?

Yeah, sure Dhiet,, pingin deh ke lokasi shooting, tapi maci lama baru aku balik nih ;_;

Anyone can beam me "Seberapa pantas?" TIA

*sighs* oooh nice layout XD, eehhh yang kamui-subaru phone cards, nnng berapa? maybe i can send you the money first, besides, someone still owes me some money *stares at nee-chan*

@ 12:13 a.m.
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Wednesday, April 24, 2002

Ah! I see that Smallville and Roswell featured in Ind. ^_^ Well, Smallville after Roswell is not that bad, compared in here, which shown at THE SAME TIME *frustated* so, have to sacrifice one *watch Smallville instead*

Finally I had my tou-san to record STJC, hopefully he can bring some of the episodes (if he doesn't forget again) here XD

No Subaru? ;_; wannngggg, but the color picture is good, Sakurazukamori Subaru XD~~~ nyam NYAM, oh in subject matter, when is Hack./Sign OST is going to be out?

*curhat mode* 've been sick for almost 1 week (more than a week), and now i know why, damn PMS &%&^%^$#$()*(&!

And other things, I would be VERY busy during the next 3 weeks prior final exam, *sighs* I wish we don't need the written exam *grumble grumble* /that/, a 5 minute presentation, and a final project -_- hiks, next time, I wouldn't take Media 2 and Web 2 at the same time, too much work. *rants* why did I have to take Portfolio class instead of, say, another FND class? Much much less stressful

Wheeee.... ;_; I missed Fananime con, hiks, damn Final exam, oh well, looking forward to Anime Expo *grins* and Yaoi con *ngelirik Terminal* I heard one of my friend's sister is going there, and she's a married woman. See? Age has no difference in Anime/manga, and yaoi of course XD

@ 09:11 p.m.
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Sunday, April 14, 2002

U N D E R G R O U N D :: Fanatique Update

Yesh, more songs, combinations of slow and upbeats, but mostly slow songs, because I'm in the mood for sad, depressing, melancholic songs. Blame it to the weather and someone, especially when you listen to Hyde's sorrowfull CD over and over again.

New updates, featuring Shiki as our guest, from Samurai Showdown =). And now for the songs ::

H Y D E :: Roentgen Album

Is it just me, or Hyde is more vampiric and melancholis than usual? I mean, damn, so many slow...songs, most of them are ready to put you to sleep (In a good way XD dreamt of vampires anyone?)

J A M . P R O J E C T :: Best Project Album

REALLY up beat songs, most of them. Uhm...very sentai-ish XD GO GO GO!!! HENSHIN!

K O K O R O :: Joanne Hogg

Slow song ^_^ I love this one. From a PS game, Xenosaga sountrack.

W H E R E . A R E . U . N O W :: 2 Unlimited

Well, it's different from any of 2 Unlimited techno songs. This one is slow, really for two people far appart, for lovers only =P

L A D Y . Of . D R E A M S :: Kitaro

Er... yeah, old song, but i like it. Noticed that Kitaro sang the verse over and over and over again *insert a Duracell bunny here* for eight minutes++, again, a song for lovers

F O R C E S . of . N A T U R E :: Clannad

Sountrack of Warriors of Virtue (GOD, does anyone remember this movie? back in the 90's I think). If you like Enigma or Enya, you'll love this.

Y O U T H . Of . The . N A T I ON :: POD

Put up an alternative song here =) hope you 'all won't mind. I thought the lyric is kinda rebellious and right in certain ways. You can argue with me for this =)

Track.01 :: Lin Tze Yin

WHAT? Hey, this is the only song I like from him (well, two actually). Upbeat, sort of mix with rap.

Track 02 :: Aska

Another mystery song XD really need a titile for this. Aska going single, but to me it's the same when he sings with Chage

@ 03:05 a.m.
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Monday, April 8, 2002

UPDATE FANFICS

[ X ]City of X Angels Chapter 4/? Human
[ Not the usual pairings, Romance/Drama ] [ PG-13 ]
Guests appearance: Fuuma and Kamui, as Angels?!

[X Crossovers] Psychic Dreams Chapter 9/? Bed of Roses
[Unusual pairings, General/Romance] [ R ]
Guests appearance: CCS, RG Veda, ShouRyuDen, Original Characters

~ New ~

[20 Mensou Onegai] Once a Thief chapter 01/? Stealing glances
[ Romance/Adventure?] [ PG-13 ]
Guests appearance: the CCD

[ X Crossover ] LCL chapter 01/? White Illusions, Darkness Dreams
[Drama/Angst] [ R ]
Guests appearance: Hellsing

~ not CLAMP ~
[ Harry Potter ] The Switch 02/? The Making
[Humour/General Romance] [ PG-13]

@ 10:26 a.m.
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Sunday, April 7, 2002

*laughs* oooh this one is funny, I can't resist XD

@ 02:31 p.m.
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Friday, April 5, 2002

My old site is up, too bad no updates yet..... duh, wonder if i have a time to revamp my site soon *looks longingly at Dreamweaver* right.... homeworks first -_- doh

I really wanted to buy two domains name again -_- *sighs* i wonder what possessed me nowdays, still... those two domains I want are pretty good names XD~~~ oh well that dream can be put aside for a while until.... next time =P

@ 02:59 p.m.
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Wednesday, March 27, 2002

Re-reads X last ep.** huh, thats strange, huh? *sweatdrops* okay, maybe it's just me but Kamui is like Saying "I wish for you to have a/my heart" to Fuuma ^_~

How come I remember one scene of "the Never ending stories" scene, when the boy wished his last wish for the villain "I wish for you to have a heart"

And if you Indonesians know about Garasu no Kamen, the Red Goddess of Plum story, when Ishin wanted to chop of the plum tree (and there's a missing scene). My guess is like Akoya disappeared and became one with Ishin inside his heart, i have other guess, but that first guess is like Kamui given his self to become one with his twin star.

Oh no more plot bunnies please -_-

@ 02:20 p.m.
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Tuesday, March 26, 2002

Of course its shonen ai, dhiet ^_~ i should put slash warning then XD

Wannnggg Astri, P-email me with the spoliers of X pleaseeeeeee?

@ 03:19 a.m.
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Tuesday, March 26, 2002

E--to.... Dhiet, Astri and Anne, are you guys okay? I hope you're okay now, ne.

uh, what's nyeremin Dhiet? ^_^ that short thing just a part of the 20+ pages of HP i wrote during spring break. Should have read from the beginning THEN tell me what you think. *Remembering Ken-chan shut the story out after 5 mins of reading it* That dark, huh? *stares at a cup of coffee* that sexy thing has caused me more problem than i thought.

Any sugestiong for the title? ^^;

@ 12:55 p.m.
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Monday, March 25, 2002

My domain is transfering, hope it would be up this weekend. Uhm... something I wrote during spring break.... *sighs*

Something has got to shock him out from his defense mechanism system. Something strong, something alcohol. The Headmaster would have his head if he knew. But Albus wouldn’t know if he could help it. The boy was graced with the Lady of Death, maybe since the end of the fourth year. Kind of late than his and Lilith’s time.

He asked, he had to ask that one question. "Did she visit you, Potter?" a little harsh that reality, but necessary to shock the boy.

At queue, Potter’s face lit up, and stared at the Potion Master, still with those blank eyes he hated. "Yes." Short answered, cold, not a single drop of emotion.

"When?"

"Summer."

"I see."

Silence.

"How is she, it has been long since I saw her."

"Pretty." The boy’s head rolled over to the side, a slight empty smile formed on his red lips. "Dark." His glasses tilted slightly up on the left corner. "Misty… mysterious wicked." Green eyes gleamed for a second.

That he agreed.

The boy continued, "Smell of blood… does Death always smell of blood and hell?" A slight small mad chuckled. "Of course she does, she was Death." Silly boy.

He took a seat next to Potter and kept looking at the broken doll. Didn’t have to mention Potter’s eyes again, still glassy emotionless cold. The boy’s dark ruffled hair dropped on his face. Skin pale white like frozen milk. He reached out for the boy, touching his pale white cheek, savoring the silky layer. The boy jerked upright of the cold touch. His fingertips were cold. The moment stood still as their gazes locked. Their faces were just a few inches apart.

Uhu..... bad is it? *hiks*

Another one...

He was sleeping peacedully, his lips parted a little, sighing. No doubt what he was dreaming, looking at the distress longing, pain and heart broken on his face. Draco traced Harry's jaw line in an almost loving care, his eyes were sad. Why couldn't he make Harry happy? For everything he tried, he never replaced that pain on lost in his beloved heart. Harry sighed again, his lips parted. Draco couldn't resist, by God he couldn't. Harry was sighing for a kiss, and Draco kissed him, deeply. Savoring the sweet lips with his tounge, tasting the oh so delisious lips. Harry sighed a name. That left a pang of hurt in Draco's heart. He scrampered away and left, leaving harry in his sleep.

What has he done? Harry wanted to be kissed. Yeah, but not by you. Draco had to remind him self that, and never ever do that again. It hurt. But it was for the best. Harry didn't need him. He didn't love him. He loved someone else.

*sweatdrops* ehhh another one...

He cornered Harry against the wall of the Dungeon, there's no one at this point. No one dared visited the darkness. Left him alone in his own device. Black eyes gazed deep into those luminous greens, in a predatory like. Harry was like caught in a moment. With a low whispered, silkily cold like ice, he said, " He shouldn't be touching what's supposed to me /mine/." And kissed Harry Potter in a hungry passionate kiss.

there... that wasn't so bad, ne? Uh... IT IS BAD wannnggggg

Ran out of idea

Stuck

SOBS*

@ 08:59 a.m.
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Thursday, March 21, 2002

*stares at a discussion on Harry Potter and Lego*

...

You know, i never EVER thought about Lego that way until those people in the list talked about it, dirty mind, yes?

Snickers wildly* ohhh and not to mention the *positions* the pairings can have *get a nosebleed*

Woops, nevermind, bad image bad image (yet, tempting)

@ 11:19 a.m.
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Tuesday, March 19, 2002

OH MY GOd, a sexy Sano XD~~~~~ where did you get the pic, Astri?

@ 01:15 a.m.
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Saturday, March 16, 2002

Midterm finish ^^ finally i can sleeepppppp

Kenchan = oh yeah i kinda forgot about changing that ^^;;; have to check it later hehehe *sheepish grins*

Ooohhhh thank you Astri!!! wai wai nice song, i like this one better ^_______^ but Sadame still first. Do u plan to get the phone card? if you do please scan? ^_^ Hmmm.... eh GTO 23 already out? Just one question though, I read the magazine that Onizuka had hurt hishead, pingin tahu akibatnya, ada yang retak gitu?

@ 05:48 a.m.
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Thursday, March 14, 2002

Oh my God, it's been along time since I saw a picture of < A HREF="http://www.tsuriai.net/X/images/asukax_phone.jpg">Subaru and Kamui XD~~~~~~ nyam

@ 04:41 a.m.
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Wednesday, March 13, 2002

YES, new layout ^^ THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH KEN-CHAN!!!! *GLOMP*

*sighs happily* I LOVE Clow Reed!!

Ehe, back to work

@ 03:17 p.m.
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